Forgive me...

Please forgive me... for the day we became friends

Cz I never knew how this ends

Please forgive me... for the minutes we got closer

In the end I emerged the loser

Please forgive me.. for holding your hand

Wished I’d chance to hold it at a ball so grand

Please forgive me... for spending the whole day with you

Cz it was the only thing my heart wanted to do

Please forgive me... for the long drive

The longer I stayed with you the longer I felt alive

Please forgive me... for all the sms i sent you

I know I’ve disturbed you so much I had no clue

Please forgive me... for hearing your voice on the phone

Just my ways of trying to feel not so alone

Please forgive me... for making promises for the next life

At least then I thought I could call you my wife

Please forgive me... for calling you my oxygen

Cz without you I will have no ignition

Please forgive me... for kissing you infinitely

The first was a moment of enlightenment definitely

Please forgive me... for hugging you tightly

I wished I never had to let go so quickly

Please forgive me... for messing up your hair

Running my fingers through them and feeling the air

Please forgive me... for loving you so much
there ain’t no one else in the world as such……

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Powerless

Weakened with failure and despair;
eyes blinded with my own hair,
covered in the muck of rejection;
should’ve seen this in the inception.

Cold to the bone are the thoughts that remain,
bruised and battered never to regain,
in a bottomless chasm ever so deep,
where no one can hear my lonely weep.

As the sands of time cover up the trail,
to this slow death there seems no avail,
and it is the most painful of all,
to die from within but live out tall.

A minute you spent on my behalf,
seems an eternity when with you I laugh;
but I cannot hope when I expect nothing,
and I’ve released myself to give everything.

With the last bit of will here I stand,
like a withered leaf on the desert sand,
being blown away by your sweet breath,
comforts me even at the gates of death.

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